literature

Too shy

Deviation Actions

EclipsedDawn's avatar
By
Published:
4K Views

Literature Text

Dear John...

High School-

I cant stop looking at you. You're to amazing.
Your hair shines in the light.
Your beautiful blue eyes sparkle.
Your smile lights the area around you.
Your name is so perfect. John. Hearing that name makes me feel like im walking on air.
I love you so much, and I cant stop looking at you.
I want to tell you.
Im just too shy.
And I dont know why.

Last day of school-
You say goodbye to all of your friends.alking down the hall, you look at everyone.
But you stop at me.
You smile at me, then hug me.
" Thank you for being my best friend. " You said to me. After you hug me, you give me a kiss on the cheek when no one is looking. I feel color run to my face.
You smile at me.
I smile back.
I want to tell you,
But im just too shy.
And I dont know why.

Graduation-
You're sitting next to me, staring at the person on stage.
Your amazing blue eyes are twinkling.
You make me smile, and you dont even have to say a word.
You look back at me, and say:
" This may be the last time we may see each other again... So thank you for making life worth living. "
Then you kiss me on the cheek.
I feel the color in my cheeks, and I smile at you.
I want to tell you.
But im too shy.
And I dont know why.

A few years later-
I see your amazing and familiar face walking down the street. You stop walking and look at me.
Then you flash one of your perfect smiles.
We start talking for a long while. We reminiscence the perfect high school memories we had.
It made me remember how much I loved you.
And that I still do love you.
My heart is aching to tell you.
But im just too shy.
And I dont know why.

Wedding-
I see you up on the stage. Infront of you is a girl.
Someone you said you've loved so much.
It made my heart hurt.
I was too late, and I had lost you.
After the reception, I see you talking to some of your friends. Off to the side, Theres me. You leave your friends, and walk to me. We're alone. We start talking for awhile. You keep saying how happy you are, and all Im doing is just faking a smile, and trying to hide my tears.
Luckily I have my sunglasses.
But then, you kiss me on the cheek.
" Thank you for coming. I really appreciate it. " You said.
I dont want to tell you.
Im too shy.
And I dont know why.







And a few months later...
A horrifying call comes to me....





You've passed on.


Funeral-
Im looking at you in your casket. This is the worst feeling ever. I cant help but cry a little. Inside and out. Im looking at your innocent face.
Its lifeless, and pale.
On the side, on a small table...
It has a diary of yours.
I walk over to it. Theres was an entry from high school:
" His amazing blonde hair, it shimers and shines.
I want him so much to be mine.
His eyes are beautiful, I dont know why he hides them.
I want him so much. I want him to be mine.
But I dont want to ask him,
I want him to ask me.
I just wish he'd say he loves me.
Im too shy...
And I dont know why."




I start crying.


I wish I'd told you, too.


I put my hands in my face, and start sobbing my eyes out.

I was too shy.
And I didnt know why.





I love you, John egbert, and I always will.

I wish that I was yours.





Love,
Dave Strider.
Edit: This is gonna be re-done later c:
Edit again: ahh no stop all the coments O:
© 2012 - 2024 EclipsedDawn
Comments111
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In